Brought up hotpast (her only blowjob as a college freshman) during a handjob the other night

My (35M) wife (35F) was giving me a handjob on the couch the other night and I jokingly brought up again her possibly giving me a blow job. She has never given me a blow job in over 10 years because she doesn’t like it. Supposedly, when she was a freshman in college and a virgin, she gave one blowjob and disliked it so much she never did it again.

Over the years as I pressed her to suck my dick, she has always refused and we left it at that. This time was different however, as I have really dug into my interest in hotpast and this page over the past year.

When she refused as she was stroking my cock and massaging my balls, I got up close to her face and asked about what happened when she gave that one blowjob. She would not into much detail and said that she felt obligated to do it because she wouldn’t have sex, and that she didn’t like it. I pressed her about what she didn’t like about it and she still would not give me details.

I kept pressing a bit and my heart was racing so much with my rock hard cock in her hand being rubbed from behind my balls to the tip of my dick. I asked if he was forceful with his dick in her mouth and she still wouldn’t answer and I went as far to say “did he cum in your mouth or on your face and you didn’t like that because I won’t cum in your mouth or give you a facial” and she would disclose any detail about that either.

I think the last question I asked was, did it just take forever, and she continued to not answer. When I finally started to give up asking questions, I was so turned on being able to finally ask questions about this detail from her past, as I never have done it while my cock was in her hand being stroked. I was able to tell her “I’m sorry for pressing so much it just turns me on the thought if you sucking dick”.

My wife isn’t a real sexual girl. She does have a 20 guy body count from age 20 - 24 before we met at 24, and she had two boyfriends in that time too, so she definitely got fucked quite a bit, but she’s the type that isn’t overly sexual and just likes to please and have it be done with.

I’m so curious to know more about the blow job story because it turns me on that some guy, maybe an older guy when she was a freshman, got to take advantage of her mouth, and it made me so rock hard thinking about it and asking questions about it while she stroked. She didn’t even answer a question basically and it was amazing. I can’t imagine if she starts answering questions what it will do to me.

I’m assuming the non answers mean that he probably gagged her and maybe came down her throat or all over her innocent, virgin face, but who knows. I plan to bring it up tonight if we get sexual in bed now that the ice is broken a bit.