The first drawing is Adam Jr with me irl and Adam, the second one is his design in my au where my s/i (ella) is his mum (and yeah the second one has better details I drew it recently, the other one is a bit older). And the last pics are the plush I got that's Adam Jr! There's pics of him with all his dads, and He's riding home from the hospital in my brother's hoodie in the last pics XD He is so cute I love him so much already 🥹 welcome to the world my sweet little baby 💛 in celebration, here's a song I wrote for my s/i in season two that y'all can read. 

"What Am I Without You?"

Verse 1
When they raised you from the dust, right before my very eyes,
I swore the light around you split the heavens open wide.
You were laughter, you were mercy, you were all I ever knew—
To see your sweet smile of purity was all I wanted from you.

They created me to guard you, every breath and every choice,
But I watched your spirit flicker as they silenced your own voice.
If only Heaven let me hold you when your faith began to fade…
Maybe all the sins you carried wouldn’t haunt your empty grave.

Pre-Chorus
Now here I am, this precious life growing inside me,
Here I am, without my anchor standing beside me.
Tell me, Adam, what do I do... 
For I was only ever meant to follow you...

Chorus 1
Even when you acted selfish, I stayed steady, I stayed true,
’Cause I loved the broken angel that Heaven truly never knew.
You were chaos, you were wonder, you were everything I knew—
And yet I still don’t know who I’m supposed to be without you.

Yes, you hurt them, yes, you failed them, still my heart refused to bother…
Is it selfish of me, darling, to say our son will never know his father?
Tell me why I couldn’t save you, when saving you was all I’d ever do…
You were my purpose…
So what am I… here, without you?

Verse 2
The boy I held so gently grew a crown too sharp to bear,
And I watched the gentle laughter warp to fury, grief, despair.
Every order, every Extermination drew you further from the light—
And still I wrapped my wings around you as you marched into that fight.

Who am I supposed to blame now? You? Samael? Heaven’s lies?
Or the system built to break you long before you learned to rise?
I followed every rule they gave, and still I watched you fall apart…
Tell me, was it their corruption… or the cowardice in my own heart?

Pre-Chorus 2
And now your death ignites a war you never lived to see…
And I am left defending sins you never meant to be.
All this wrath and revelation—what am I supposed to do?
How do I carry Heaven’s failures… and the memory of you?

Chorus 2
Even when you turned to violence, I still held your broken soul,
’Cause I knew the world that made you never taught you to be whole.
You were fire, you were fury, you were everything they grew—
And I won’t let Heaven bury what their cruelty put you through.

Yes, you hurt them, yes, you wronged them, but they forged the man you became…
And I won’t raise our son to suffer underneath their weight and shame.
If I could not save the angel that they warped and pushed askew…
Then I’ll save the world you shattered—
Even if it means defying Heaven, too.

Pre-Outro
Heaven dressed you up in glory, then they fed you to the flame,
Called you righteous, called you chosen, then they cursed you when you changed.
All their worship, all their wisdom—none of it could rescue you,
Holy hands creating monsters, then pretending they didn't lead you askew.

Do you hear them singing, little one? Do you hear their hollow hymns?
I begged them, I warned them, I prayed till my voice grew thin—
But Heaven only saves the perfect, and papa was far too human to belong.
So I watched him drown in duty while they tightened chains he wore so long.

I was silent, I was loyal, I was everything they praised,
But obedience means nothing when the innocent are razed.
If they wanted saints, not martyrs, then they never should’ve lied—
Now their perfect, golden kingdom stands on bones they pushed aside.

So I’ll scream the truth they buried, tear their sanctum stone from stone—
If they molded you to madness, I won’t let them shape our own.
Let them tremble, let them answer, let them see what love can do…
I survived the fall that killed you—
Now I’ll burn their lies for you.

Outro
Hush now, little one, I’ll hold you… even when the skies divide,
For your father walked through fire, and I refused to leave his side.
If the world must turn against me just to keep one promise true…
Then I’ll walk through Heaven’s shadow…
Just to build a world for you.

My baby is here 💖