I almost burnt the house down 😅

So, I am a baby witch who is limiting herself to glamour + protection magic until I’ve done some more research (I’m going to borrow a book about the history of witchcraft tomorrow and about herbs + spices) but I was conducting a glamour spell I made up myself. Over two days the candle was burnt for a total of 10+ hours.

I conducted the candle spell twice since I felt as though I needed more and it didn’t work well the first time. It was finally Star to feel as though the spell was working and the candle was nearly out running on the ashes of my bay-leaves and sigils.

I had to leave the house and since I felt as though the spell was working I went to blow it out and end my session but it wouldn’t go out.

I am 15 and have two anxiety disorders so I started to freak out I quickly grabbed my moon/rain water and threw it onto the fire the flame rose to the roof before going out.

I know I messed up but I’m wondering if the spell will still work .. I keep getting these intrusive thoughts telling me I messed up they’re making me anxious and it’s making me wonder if I need to do it again