spiraling and need advice for transition

hi i could really use some help/advice please

ive been trying to truly figure out my transition for a long while now and moe and more recntly i care less and less about not passing even tho i was never even close to passing

ive seen some some youtube videos of trans women who dont change there voice or do surgires and the other night i saw a post of a trans women who made a video bassiclly saying dont care about passing and that its stupid unless you have to/need to for safty reasons

and anymore i feel like i dont wanna do voice traning/change my voice and dont wanna do any surgires and dont wanna try to change my walk or stuff like that

but im so afried no one will accept me or ill be told its not vaild or that im not trans or a women because of it

please help i cant stop spiraling over all this

if i transition like that is that vaild does it make me any less of a women will i be accepted?

i know i shouldnt care about others and do what i wanna do but i have no support system and i need support/vailidadtion on this

please help

thank you to anyone who reads/comments

sorry for post btw rushing to type not great at english and thoughts spiraling unsure how to relay what im thinking

will post in multiple places for help thanks