Husbands are difficult

I am trying so hard to build more connection with my husband while also trying to take care of our very grumpy toddler and my pretty awful mental health and deal with the reality of living in a dumpster fire of a country. All I wanted was to spend an evening by myself to regulate and turn off for a while but apparently that’s too much to ask and now I don’t care about him and can show no support for him. Ugh.