AIO Blocking my fuck buddy

I was adopted as a baby and bc of that , I have abandonment l/trust issues and I will convince myself/believe that people don’t really fuck me fr…. I be feeling like, how could you really love me or want me if my own momma didn’t want me 🥹

But anyway , I have this guy I be fucking on from time to time.

And sometimes I get in my feelings and go ghost and he’ll start texting me like “this is why mfs do you wrong” and using what I tell him venting against …

like boy this is why I be ghost… bc i already be feeling like mfs feel like that and now you basically confirming the shit 😬