Slipped up

Hi everyone, after not spending since around late September I slipped up again. This time it was on a site that is basically a more SFW (but suggestive) version of OF. I ended up spending £131.07 on the subscription fee and some PPV, not nearly as bad as what I've spent on the past on findom content and it's not findom but it still gives me the same negative emotions of course. I feel shitty but I'm glad I managed to contain it at the amount I spent.