I had a really bad day recently

Hi everyone!!! It's been a while, I'm so sorry! I hope you're all doing well, and happy new year!!! This next bit has possibly some difficult topics, so don't read on if you don't think you can handle it.

!Okay, this might sound really stupid but some guys were complimenting me the other day, and I was just so annoyed and jealous somehow. But it was also really weird because they were like "you're really pretty" and then they just all started closing in on me???? That's intimidating, right??? But it somehow made me feel really angry. And now I feel broken and sad, and I can't talk to anyone about it because they won't understand since everyone just wants to be more pretty or something?!?!<