Enough is enough

I give up!!! Im done trying! Im done trying to talk to you! Im done caring if we fucking talk or not! Im done worrying if you made it home safely or not! Im fucking done treating you how i wanna be treated. From now on im gonna treat you how you treat me. If we fucking fall apart then so be it! Im so fucking tired of feeling like im the only one concerned if we fucking talk or not. Then I look like the crazy anxiously attached bitch! No!! It's just if i dont try then we wont fucking talk! It's too much to fucking ask for you to let me know you made it safely? It's too much to fucking ask if you think there's a chance you might fall asleep to let me know? It's not fucking anxiously attached. It's common fucking decency for the person you say youre in love with. Is it really too much to ask for a simple fucking brb if someone is at the door or if you have to take a shit?

Then when I give up and walk away I get a baby please dont leave I cant do this without you. So I come back just for you to fucking keep doing it??? Meanwhile im sitting here planning valentines day surprises for you. Smfh.

You make me constantly fucking chase you and constantly fucking try and then when I've had enough then suddenly you cant do this without me. But its perfectly fine for you to ignore me and act like im being unreasonable when im sitting here fucking trying?

I AM SICK OF THIS FUCKING SHIT, IT CHANGES OR I WILL FUCKING CHANGE IT rant over