Can't go on

Hey everyone, I want to thank you for the support in my last post. I think I'm gonna end it all before 2027, I have nothing to look forward to or live for. I can't live without my ex so I guess this is it. I can't live in agony for however long my body will force me to be alive. I wish I never born. Thanks for the help. They really dodged a bullet honestly, I'm too far gone. Everyone would be better off without me and I understand that now. I don't know why it took me this long to realize that.