19 [F4A] #oregon - looking for a cg/bf or gf 🎀

hii im ella im 19, 5'5, fat!, hispanic & black, brown eyes, and i dye my hair a lot so could be any color lol. i have a switch & ps5 but i mostly just play fortnite, roblox and animal crossing. i like animals, the color pink, makeup, watching cartoons, coloring, being babied and sanrio. i’m originally from new york city but moved to oregon to be with my now ex in may. (im around a hour and half from portland btw) im into cgl + petre so im little & puppy and would prefer someone who knows about both that stuff. verbal stuff is my fav so i love calls + voice messages (yes i will fall in love with you hearing u baby me). i can b really shy & sensitive so pls b nice & know how 2 b gentle with me 🩷

im looking for something serious and more then just sex or kink, i want a connection with someone who is affectionate, loyal, caring, can give me a lot of attention & to spoil me. kink is also still important and would like someone who is the opposite of vanilla. i can be v clingy and obsessive and i love when that can be matched and possibly shown even more than me (like a yandere) , the type of love i need is very specific and almost impossible or seen as unhealthy , i need someone so devoted to me and obsessed with me or i get bored or feel unloved. like all ur time and energy given to me all you can think about is me no friends and barely any family like almost worshipping but i hate using that word and it obviously isn’t just one sided i become co dependent and do the same thing which isn’t good but idk maybe im broken? it’s the only was ik how to love or feel love being is chased and obsessed over its just fun lolz. idrc what u look like or what you’re into just b nice pls and b okay with me being poc + fat. i just want to be someone's happiness and someone they can care & love for <33

pls pls plssss only dm me if ur looking for something serious, have time for me, and genuinely interested in me after reading everything. 🐾 my discord is littlestfawnspawn