Regrets

It makes me so sad that years of childhood trauma caught up to me at the worst possible time in my life. I was supposed to go to college this year and move ahead in life with my friends. Now, I'll be here for another year, and I'll have to cope up with so many things - the FOMO, the pressure, the regret... I wish I had been stronger, I wish I had someone who could help me. Though, my biggest learning has been that no one can help me, not because they don't want to but they themselves don't have the resources to help me through something like this. So, no I probably don't wish I had someone to help me snap out. It's just gonna hurt seeing all my friends move ahead in life... I wish I made better choices. (I'm not entirely faultless here.)

P.S.: No advice please