ladies or men ig…what should i do

so there’s this beautiful girl. and i’m not talking about some 8-10 she is gorgeous. like genuinely prettier than a model. me and my homeboy are blown away. LIKE HOW CAN SOMEONE LIKE THAT EXIST.

her personality is like a genuine sweetness .she’s not one of those pretty fake girls she’s real. i see her playing with all the little kids. heck she’s an expert when it comes to talking to adults. she has great humor too.

but ive never sparked up a convo, i’ve never complimented her….even tho i’ve wanted to a lot. now the few conversations that we have had, i make her laugh, i ask her questions and i think i’m doing actually so well. but after we’re done she doesn’t do much until we get partnered up or she has a question. i can tell she isn’t just being nice, trust me i would know. you can tell when she doesnt really like someone…hehe my homeboy is one of ‘em.

ever since i saw her that one night i can’t stop thinking of her.

i hate myself for not having the strength to try. i know that if i wasn’t so scared we could be atleast friends. but i’m just too scared, i overthink everything with pretty girls. but once it happens it ain’t so bad

all i want us her friendship atleast…that would make me happy for the next decade lol.

any tips/advice to stop me from overthinking and just go for it? maybe a new mindset?