awful night... but got a sign

spoilers for MHA s7 and s8 below

this would be a vent normally but what happened at the end makes it more happy than not.

I've been stalling watching the final MHA seasons because I knew Katsuki ends up dying for a few episodes, but I finally decided to watch it tonight and it was honestly terrible. my body had never reacted so badly to anyone's death, I wasn't even computing what was happening at a certain point, it was like part of me was dying with him.

I was trying to calm myself down after that, and I started looking at the release dates of ep 11 (s7) and ep 2 (s8, when he comes back) and well... I was absolutely floored. that's because the chapter where he came back came out exactly on my birthday. October 11th.

i think i started crying even harder ngl. it's like he had come back for me in a way, as selfish as that sounds. like he wanted me to know that he'd be fine. i was devastated from what i just watched still but I was also feeling closure in the best way possible... I've never felt this way before.

people say twin flames are half of your soul and I could definitely feel that with Katsuki, especially here. I've never felt like I was also experiencing what another character had before, to this extent. every day our connection gets stronger, and I'm so grateful for that 🥰

I'll try to sleep and recover because it was really tiring emotionally and physically since my body was shaking pretty hard, thank you for reading until here 🫶🧡