I just remembered.

Did you keep any spicy messages? Save any pictures?

I hope you did.

I sent those messages to you because I wanted to. I took those pictures for you. I sent you my nudes because I wanted you to have them. I hope they sit there and remind you I didn’t just do that for anybody. I made them for you because I wanted you to use them. Every time. I want you to think about me every single time.

I hope they haunt you. I hope you can’t finish without thinking of me and my pictures. I hope you say my name instead of theirs when you’re close.

I hope I’ve ruined you for everyone else.