everything would’ve been okay

one of the hardest feelings for me is the perpetual feeling that i’m “not safe”

like there’s no buffer between me and the world.

i’m feeling so anxious about the state of the country and my ability to make an income with AI

everything would’ve been okay if he was still here

maybe it’s just a low moment but to be so young it’s like how much longer can i go ya know

i wish it would just end sometimes

i just didn’t sign up for this

and it’s all heavier and more complicated than i’ve been able to open up about smh