will my glans ever feel like a cis male glans?

i just want to feel sensation like a cis male. not necessarily the average cis male, but in a way that even some cis men do. i dont want it to feel “clitoral.”

before testosterone the glans is typically more sensitive because its smaller and the nerve endings are less spread out. on testosterone, the glans gets bigger and through friction rubbing (which most cis men experience all their life), it becomes less sensitive.

does this mean eventually ill feel stimulation on my glans like a cis male? it can be touched directly and slowly and feel good? i can jerk off and squeeze my glans like ive seen cis men do and it wont be uncomfortable?

i dont want to feel like ill never know what having a cis dick feels like. im going to get meta and then im hoping itll be small, but otherwise feel the same.