I need help.

So my boyfriend and I are now broken up, we dated for almost 4 months. He was such a good guy, he was very kind to me, a great listener, and someone I could trust. He was struggling mentally and thought that he “didn’t deserve a relationship” he said “i love you, i really do, I don’t really wanna break up, I wanna make sure you’re okay but I don’t wanna burden you with my shit anymore” and then he decided leave. We still kept in contact for a few days except i was still very attached and couldn’t see him as just a friend. I asked him if he still felt anything for me or if he would consider coming back one day but all he said was “I’m not too sure” so then i suggested that we should probably cut off contact because it’s hurting me that I’m too attached but he just got mad at me. He said stuff like “fine then whatever I’ll block you if that’s what you want have a nice fucking life” and I felt so bad, I didn’t know what to do so I just told him to leave it and not to hesitate to reach out if he needs someone and he replied with “ok, you too” we haven’t spoken in just over a week, I went on ghost mode on Snapchat to enjoy my holiday which then he turned his location off for me so once I came back I turned ghost mode off and he turned his location back on so he’s still been looking at my socials and stuff I guess. I don’t know if he still feels anything toward me but my friends have told me that if he was completely done with me he wouldn’t have reacted the way he did when I tried to cut him off. I want him to come back but I don’t know if he will?