*Delete if not allowed* I need advice

I've been with my wife (married for a year and a couple months together 6 years total). A little after we got married i came out to her about my feminine side. The reason why I kept it hidden from everyone was because of a past situation with an ex which left me humiliated. My wife's first instinct was shocked and confused but then she started piecing things together and alot of things made more sense to her. Showed her pics I took she seemed supportive. Even buying me some outfits. A few months later she decides its too much for her and she feels different. I decided to just throw everything out the first time.

I started to have the urge/ feeling to crossdress again but was too afraid to tell her. I then told her around halloween time that I wanted to be my favorite celebrity for Halloween which she immediately threw the idea out and we didnt talk much about it. After that she came up and told me that shes fine with me crossdressing if she didnt know about it. Then que a few weeks after that telling me I need to stop doing it. Its not right, our future kids could be like me.

Ever since then I've been seeing a therapist talking about the situation and understanding myself more and realizing that 90% of me wants to transition but then it would lead to a divorce. I obviously dont want a divorce but if I stop I know I wont be happy and my true self. I need advice ❤️