Is there something wrong with me?

I (19M) feel like I’m 15, maybe even younger than that. I tend to have problems understanding social cues and tend to just stand there weirdly. My speech comes off strange at times and I sound god awful like I’m stuttering every single second. I also have delays in reading and math according to my diagnosis last summer despite being smart.

When I was younger I was abused physically and emotionally at school.

Do I feel like a weird person? I fully recovered yet I think there’s a very high chance for my bipolar disorder to get worse. I’m currently on medication.