Looking for bl (boys love/gay) fantasy book recommendations

Looking for fantasy bl books that will rip me apart and glue me back together by the end.

To be specific, because last time I asked something like this on this thread it seems I wasn’t, I am looking for the main character to be apart of the lgbtq+ community and not just a cool side character. And I’m not saying that a cool lgbtq+ side character isn’t cool, it’s just not what I’m looking for at the moment.

Books specifics for me personally, books with bl as part of the main plot, minimum smut and focus’s ok more story, had good character development, and enemies to lovers ish