It it salvageable?

Is it salvageable? Me 28f my husband 28M. I dont have anyone i can talk to so im now just vent everything here.
I dont understand my husband. He gets mad at me because he hears or interprets what I say differently than how it is intended. And when I try to explain and make him understand Im in the wrong. Im back tracking what I say or HIS FAVORITE ONE, im always making excuses. Its hurts me because he's not even trying to understand me. Its his way or no way. Im honestly confused if he loves me or he ever loved me. Im here crying and he's mad. Not even mad at me but at our neighbor and taking it out on me. I want to leave but for many reason I cant. Im just lost and stuck and slipping back into my depression. I just want life to end most days now, because I go to work and then am just here trying not to make him made but its hard when everything I do is a problem for him