Cant stop (TW)

Cant stop bashing myself up

I deserve it. I want to die. I'm a piece of shit. I have to go to work today so I'll keep bashing myself until I go. I'm a stupid abusive piece of shit and deserve everything I get. I won't stop until I'm covered in scars. I hate being trans its a litteral curse. I had 10 people clearly make a issue out of me because I wasn't wearing as much makeup. I just want to see myself bleed