Recently diagnosed with Hrhpv with LSIL at 48

Hi all,

I just feel so alone. I was recently diagnosed with Hrhpv other and LSIL at 48. I know that it’s a new infection that I picked up from my ex who I was dating for 8 weeks. Initially we wore condoms and then stopped and with that alone I’m struggling with the regret. I know it’s skin to skin but at least if we wore protection I tried to avoid it. He was with multiple other women as well as me at the same time. I’m so scared . Had a biopsy last week and waiting the results. I haven’t been to work in a month and just depressed and anxious. I’m just so worried that if I need treatment it won’t work. I’ve seem so many scary stories on forums. I’m just not coping at all. I want my life back . I just don’t know how to move forward. 😪