My First Time

My first time writing so I hope you enjoy it! This is a true story. Everyone is 18+

A few months after I turned 18, I downloaded Grindr for the first time and was very curious. I was super paranoid of being found out, so had a blank profile and I would occasionally send nudes which was exhilarating. Showing my body and seeing other dicks made me so horny that I ended up jerking off, cumming, then deleting the app without meeting anyone. This happened a few times and I started to feel bad as I was not only leading guys on, but I was depriving myself of meeting up with anyone! So one day, I decided I wouldn't jerk off again until I had met up with someone. I wasn't looking for anything too crazy, only to see a dick in person (lol) and jerk off with them. I was also really interested in watching a guy cum. I had been following a few cum subreddits and they are what made me download the app in the first place.

That night I re-downloaded the app and set my profile again. 18 years old, 5'9", around 140 pounds with a slightly feminine looking body. Other guys had called my body cute before on the app, so I made "Cute" my name. A few guys messaged me, but they weren't my type and I was beginning to think this was a bad idea. However, after a few more minutes, I got a message that would change my night. His profile picture was a sunset, and he was listed as 6'2", 220 pounds, and 55 years old! I had fantasies before about older guys, so I was intrigued. After saying hello, he asked me what I was doing on the app, and I told him that I was super new and just looking to maybe jerk off with a guy for my first time. "That's it?" he asked. I told him I would also like to watch a guy cum, as I had a bit of a cum fetish from watching porn. My heart was racing telling another guy this!

"That could be arranged" was all he said, then 4 pictures came scrolling down the screen that made me gasp. His dick was the thickest I had ever seen, whether on Grindr, or in porn. It was probably 6" or 7" inches long, but so thick you could probably hide a coke can behind it. One picture was his half hard dick poking through his boxers, another he was naked with a thick glob of precum oozing out of his swollen dick. Another was a shot from underneath it while he was standing. His face wasn't visible in any of them, just his hairy legs and that monster of a dick. I was instantly rock hard. "HOLY FUCK" I responded, in shock. In the back of my mind I started thinking this may actually happen, this dick may tempt me to actually meet up. I can't believe this is real life.

He responded with a smirking emoji and asked if I was impressed. Umm, yes dude I'm nearly drooling.. Then he asked if he could see me. I ripped off my clothes, got on my knees and angled my phone camera up to show off my body and sent it over.

"Shit, you are cute" he responded quickly, and I felt like my heart was going to beat out of my chest. "I love that angle, wish I could stand over you like that. Are you going to be naked when you watch me jerk off?"

"Of course!" I responded. At this point I was jerking off, and in between every message we sent, I was going back to stare at his pictures, cycling through them like a flipbook fluttering too fast to focus. I sent a few more pictures including one of my ass (not to toot my own horn but I'm getting a bit of a bubble butt). The hornier I got, the braver I got too. "Do you cum a lot?" I blurted out.

"I forgot you are obsessed with cum haha. If you must know, I haven't cum in 3 days, and its always a lot, one of my pictures has pre-cum if that gives you an idea" he responded.

As if I hadn't been staring at the massive amount of pre-cum in the picture for 5 minutes "I'm not obsessed!" I countered, "I was just curious that's all. That picture is amazing by the way, can't believe its even real"

"How about you come over here and see for yourself?" he asked. Now I've done it. I thought. He's inviting me over and I'm going to chicken out and be upset at myself tomorrow at what a little bitch I am. Maybe a face picture would make me calmer?

"Can I see your face? And also do you live alone?"

"I do live alone, I have a house. For my face I'll only send if you do" he said. FUCK, I thought, now he's got me good. I don't want to send a picture of my face and have it be attached to this conversation! Maybe I should just cut my losses and delete the app right now. Or maybe I should just bite the bullet and roll the dice, YOLO right? Minutes passed, and then as if he was reading my mind, my phone buzzed again and there was his address. Nothing else. Before my mind could stop me, by fingers responded "okay fine, on my way" and my body moved to put back on my clothes. It was winter, so hoodie and jeans were the move.

I got in my car, plugged in the address and was happy to see it was only 5 minutes away. As I drove, my hands were shaking on the wheel, I wasn't sure if it was the cold, excitement, nerves, or maybe a mix of the three. A few times while I was stopped at red lights I thought about turning around, but then I would pull up his pictures again and boom I was all-in again. I was hypnotized.

I pulled up to the house, and took one last look at my phone before deciding my fate. I shut off the car, and opened the door to the freezing night. Being a stupid twink, I now for the first real time thought that maybe this was unsafe and I was stupid to meet a stranger. So I grabbed my box cuter (retail worker) from my car, stuffed it in my hoodie and stupidly felt safer. I walked up to the door, and knocked. I waited about 10 seconds, and felt so much embarrassment What am I doing here? I thought. I turned and took one step down from the porch when I heard the door open. I snapped back around, and saw him standing in the doorway.

"Come on in!" He said cheerfully, and I came this far, so wasn't going to say no now. I awkwardly shuffled through the door trying to hide that I was literally just walking away. He closed the door behind me as I walked into a dark living room, the lamp on in the corner, and the TV playing an old movie to an empty brown couch. I was about to tell him how nervous I was and that maybe we should just talk instead, when he walked to the couch, took off his shorts and underwear in one motion. He sat down, and told me to "get out of those clothes." Being a few feet away I could vaguely see his dick as he slowly jerked off watching me. My entire body was shaking as I pulled off my hoodie and shirt, then let my pants pool on the floor. Suddenly I was standing NAKED in front of an older guy, this was crazy! I was cold, nervous, but also I saw that my dick was pointing straight up.

"Fuck you are so adorable. Come over here" he said, patting the couch cushion next to him. I walked over and sat down, never taking my eyes off his crotch. As he took his hand away, I gasped. It looked even bigger than the pictures. "You like what you see?"

"Yess.." I moaned, and in a much higher voice than I had ever heard come out of my lips. "How is it so fucking thick?"

He chuckled, "Just born that way I guess." I was now sitting next to him, instinctively jerking off. Our thighs touching each other, he felt so warm next to me. I then turned towards him, and got up on my knees on the couch facing him, still staring down.

"I love the way you are looking at it" he said.

"I'm hypnotized I think.." I trailed off, still stuck in my daze. "I can't believe I'm doing this"

"You can grab it if you want t-" he started, which was all I needed to hear. I know I only wanted to watch a guy jerk off, but now I was here in front of a thick dick I wanted to feel it. As soon as I wrapped my hand around it, he moaned and something felt so right. Thick, warm, and impossibly soft, I whimpered as I slowly moved him up and down. After a few minutes of this, I asked if I could get a better view. To which he smiled, and I stepped off the couch, and got down on my knees between his legs.

This was a gamechanger. Suddenly I was now inches away from a fat fucking daddy cock, and it was HARD. I could now smell him, and could feel his warm hairy legs pressed against my arms as I gazed transfixed. Jerking him from here was euphoric, seeing his huge balls bounce, and seeing a perfect view of his thick head. I watched his foreskin rise up and down repeatedly over his shaft, and my mouth was probably hung open drooling. I suddenly remembered something from porn, and thought that I better try out any fantasies while I've got the chance. So I leaned in close to size up his dick against my face, pressing it lightly against my cheek. "How do I look?" I asked playfully. I gazed into his eyes for probably the first time since I had been there(I was preoccupied), and I saw pure lust staring back at me.

"Like a fucking slut" he responded in a growl. This caught me off guard in the best way, I instantly moaned and jerked off furiously with my free hand. "Stick out your tongue", which I did quickly and his grin widened. I was lazily bouncing his dick against my cheek, sticking out my tongue and staring into his eyes, very lightly bouncing his penis against me. I felt myself wondering what the fuck was happening to me, when I blurted out "Could you please slap it on my face like they do in porn?" His hand instantly thrust down to his cock, grabbed it at the base, and started to forcefully slap his head and shaft against my forehead. Not the soft presses I was doing, but hard, wet slaps that made an audible THWAK, THWAK, THWAK and left my forehead wet with pre-cum. His eyes were focused on me so intently, with a hunger he didn't bother to hide. In this moment I felt like the biggest slut in the world, and felt humiliated but also hornier than I ever have in my life. I felt it building inside me, he kept slapping away and I could do nothing about it. He was just using me. Then I couldn't hold back anymore -

"I'm gonna fucking cum!" I exclaimed, and I pulled away a few inches before blasting the biggest load of my entire life. It went on his carpet, on the foot of the couch, everywhere. I probably came for 10 seconds just staring at him and his dick while he stroked. After what felt like an eternity, I stopped jerking and my shoulders slumped as I looked at him, post nut clarity beginning to rise. What am I doing here in this strangers house, I just came all over his carpet wtf? But before I could truly process this, something happened that changed my life. He stood up abruptly, and I was now directly under him. He was stroking furiously, his balls right above my mouth and his hand and blurred cock covering most of my vision. "What are you doi-" was all I had time to ask, but I knew what was happening, he was going to fucking cum on my face.

Sure enough, he lightly grabbed the back of my head with his left hand, and held my face steady before letting out a guttural roar, and unleashing a 3 day old load. I barely had time to close my eyes before the first absurdly warm and thick shot hit my forehead, and I felt it streak all over my right eye down to my cheek. The second shot hit squarely between my eyes and on my nose, the next over my left cheek, and the next over my mouth. As I kneeled there, unable to move, I realized he wasn't just cumming, he was actively trying to paint my entire face and cover every inch. Words can't describe how I felt in this moment. On one hand, the biggest post-nut clarity of my life was washing over me, while a man was destroying my face with cum like I was some whore. I was humiliated, embarrassed, but also felt impossibly aroused and stimulated. After all, I had been watching cum videos for months, and now the biggest dick I've ever seen couldn't contain himself and had to cum on my face? How lucky/sexy must I be?

After some time, I heard him moan to himself a final time and I felt I could brave to open my left eye. My face felt heavy, like I was wearing a mask. I looked up and saw him standing straight over me, still slowly stroking, and just smiling down at me. "Why did you do that?" I asked nervously.

He chuckled a bit and raised his hands to run them through his hair, his floppy semihard penis falling to now rest heavily against my cheek and forehead, and said "Oh come on, you fucking liked it. You were acting like such a slut, and told me how much you loved cum. You said you wanted to see a guy cum so I gave you the best view in the house" My embarrassment reached an all time high kneeling there for him, but my dick was getting harder by the second and I could feel his thickness against my face.

"You could've given me a warning, or maybe saved the facial for next time we met up.." I said.

"Oh so there's going to be a next time?" he asked playfully, ignoring my tone.

"Maybe not anymore!" I shot back.

"Just say you liked it." he said. To which I replied "I liked it the slightest bit, now can you get me a towel", and I looked away. He walked off to grab a towel from the bathroom. Of course I liked it, I just wasn't expecting, or expecting how it was going to make me feel. As he walked away I grabbed my phone from my clothes pile and pulled up the camera, obviously the face ID did not work. I didn't take a picture, but just stared at my face in shock, it was a wasteland. Almost like a bukkake video, you wouldn't believe this was only one guy's load. Thick, dark white globs of cum, not clear watery ones. I heard him walking back and quickly put my phone away as he handed me the towel.

"You look so fucking hot right now" I didn't reply, but wiped my face off which took much longer than I expected. "I told you I have big loads" he said proudly. I just nodded. While I cleaned up he put his shorts back on, sat down on the couch and watched me put my clothes back on. I looked down at the floor and said awkwardly, "sorry I came on your carpet and couch",

He chuckled again and said "next time we need to keep you away from that dick of yours, don't want you cumming early again."

"Ha, yeah" I responded dumbly, and he could tell I was feeling embarrassed and a little upset.

"Listen, I'm sorry I didn't ask, you were just going crazy for me slapping it on your face and I thought you would like it with your whole cum fetish thing. I should've asked. I also couldn't help myself, you're so fucking hot and sticking that tongue out got me going."

I smiled a bit at the last part and said timidly "Its okay, I was going way past what I originally said in chat so I probably should've told you more expectations. It was still fun, just really caught me off guard and made me feel humiliated. I'll let you know if I want to hangout again"

To which he said "sounds good", and I left feeling lots of mixed emotions. When I first got back in my car I was pissed, and thinking about what an asshole he is, but by the time I go home, I was replaying it in my head over and over. When the garage closed behind me at home, I practially sprinted to the bathroom where I promptly stripped, turned on the shower, and got on my knees. Looking at his Grindr pictures while I stroked and processed what just happened. I came twice in that shower.

Well that's my story! I have since hung out with him two more times, let me know if you enjoyed this story or would like to see more or a part two!