I tried to kill myself the other day

I feel weird, the only thing that really stopped me from going all the way through with it was my blue stuffed peep bunny named Naqeem. I dont know if this is my brain just finding obscure things to keep me from actually killing myself but yeah.

I am not doing great though, I keep hitting my head against walls and hitting myself until I get dizzy. I really hate being alive. I do not want to be here.