Had a single beer today.

Been off the sauce for awhile now, almost 2 months. Even went through the new years without it .. today at a Mexican restaurant I had a singular 5% beer pint glass sized and didn’t order another. I also went home, changed and then went to the gym and throughout my routine that I’ve been on since I’ve stopped. I felt equally ashamed of myself but also equally proud of myself for having a sip of alcohol without completely obliterating myself. I’m not sure what to think of this or if I shouldn’t have one off beers or if it’s okay or what. Kinda wanted other thoughts on it.