I feel lonely what do I do

So for context I’m kind of living a double life for my parents and teachers (except my English teacher love you bestie) I’m the idiotic teen boy but everyone else I’m the same but replace it with a trans girl most of my friends know I’m trans but I’m craving a genuine connection don’t get me wrong I enjoy hanging out with my friends at school but I want to someone who wants the true me which is the nerdy goofy trans girl and I’m a Christian to so I have no idea what to do