Edging and porn has turned me into a cuck

I'd never even thought about watching a girl getting fucked a year ago, but now I can only cum imagining myself cleaning up cum out of pussy

Any time I try to think about something else I relapse back into it. I don't really want to change because the longer this goes on, the more I enjoy it. Right now I need a fleshlight and a cage so i can ruin my orgasms and cage myself until the next day and repeat. I'm already a cuckson so the only thing left to sink into is bbc porn. It's over, I've never fallen this deep into a kink/fantasy ever.