Help me decipher my Spirit Guide Meditation
A little back story about me. I grew up in a Catholic home went to church most weekends. However I never felt the call of the Christen god. So when I as a teenager I decided to look up other religions to see if anything clicked with me. Unfortunately nothing did. Since I still believed in a higher power or powers I chose to describe myself as agnostic (though that wasn't quite right either). When I pray I pray into the universe. Now to the present, I'm listening to music and songs about Hekate keep coming up. They are fantastic and a vibe. I've been having 2 of them on repeat for a while now without really looking into it (I know of Hekate as I love Greek mythology). Well a new one came on about the Epithets of Hekate, basically listing them. Let me tell you I had tingling all down my body from the top of my head down to my toes. I'm the type to listen to such things so I begin to do a little research. I still wasn't sure how I felt so I decided to do a light spirit guide meditation off of YouTube. It was a short and sweet one (note: I have done a past life meditation before). Once in meditation she described me opening a door to a room of nature. The first thing I saw was a winding stream. She then described flowers and mountains but my mind saw a forest. She described a sunny day with blue sky's I saw night time and darkness I could almost hear the crickets and night birds. Then she described a stream the stream I saw before she even said anything. Now it was time to meet the spirit guide as they/ it came forward darkness wrapped around me like a blanket taking away everything. At first I was nervous because that wasn't what I was expecting. Then I reminded myself that I don't believe darkness to be bad or evil in fact in some instances it is safety and comfort. As soon as I felt that a single vertical eye appeared in front of my face. It had flower petals around it and was the only light in the room. As I acknowledged it, it began rising to my forehead. I felt the tingling again but only at the crown of my head. It stayed there for a several seconds then disappeared. From the darkness an even darker v shaped face appeared. I couldn't tell what it was exactly because it was so dark but my guess a giant snake. It placed it's face near mine and we sat there face to face breathing together calmly until the end of the meditation when it was time to leave. (Note: I never felt unsafe or in danger throughout). Can anyone help me interpret all that?
Posted Jan 14, 2026, 10:57 AM UTC