Can't stand life and don't know what to do
Hey. I'm 25 M and am currently enrolled in college and work part time. I live with my mom, which I don't mind really, and have a great girlfriend. My problem is I just can't fucking take the stresses and monotony of everyday life. I wake up and think "fuck". Just wake up to more school work, real work, whatever adult responsibility bullshit I gotta deal with. I hate college more than anything. I just use AI for all my class work and then pray I do well enough when it comes time for finals. I'm studying something I don't give a shit about just to get a good job and the problem is I have to do it for 2 more years. I hate work. Always hated it even when I was full time, it's just so fucking garbage having to rely on some asshole motherfucker for your paycheck and having to do their every bidding, I hate it. So if I hate school and I hate work, the two things a majority of my life is right now, what the fuck do i do. I feel completely defeated and have lost all hope and faith and confidence in myself. I don't give a shit enough about life to want to do well. I literally have no desire to well in life, honestly I just wish it was over so what do I do! I'll honestly never hurt myself because I just couldn't do that to my mom or my girlfriend,but fuck it's getting so frustrating to just "keep going one more day"
Idk I guess I just wanna hear what advice people have who were in a similar situation or whatever. Thanks. What path can i take do finally be happy. I have been depressed for so long.
Posted Jan 15, 2026, 5:10 AM UTC