11:11

Please meds, put me out of my misery for today...

Cause I can't see an apology happening... If I even deserve one...

Stupid meds fucking me up... Just sleep...

Please give me a dream of him cuddling me at least... Or him wanting to do something with me or anything... Even if he's telling me off... I just want a hug...

I wonder if he'll ever let me hug him...

Who am I kidding... Why would he wanna hug me? I'm gross... But man I'd love just a hug. I wouldn't ask for more... I think if it's only a hug, and I don't ask for anything else at all, the hug might be a thing I can get.

I wanna hug and kiss him. Lick his neck and ear. God I wanna nibble that ear... Just want a hug though... The best hug I'm gonna give it. Top of the list. How long is the best time for a hug with a close friend? Should I sooth him or like be more dominant?

I'm very out of it... I just want a hug ... Really bad it's why I wanna see you. I wanna give you a cuddle for so long. 🖤 Just cuddle you for a while kiss that cute cheek when he does awesome in the game.

Tired... And I wanna stuff my face into your chest ànd press into your skin and just wrap your arms around me to blanket me in you.

Squeeze me hard please. Make me make embarrassing noises please. Put that weight on me...

Okay sleep comes but please come to me in my sleep please....