Imprinted

you knew didnt you?

when you saw me standing there

tears filled my eyes you quickly wiped them away

the pain we've gone through

no words can explain

the past we hurt from

theres just too much pain

as you start to speak, me waiting

started coughing, and started to yet again dart away

I wondered how did you do this

how did you seem to wreck another day?

yet I cant seem to move

every time I try

you already know

I breakdown and cry

you left me here

now im waiting like a sad and scared deer

yet.. you cling to my fears

if only we did this right last year

why cant I just let go

you know i tried and came back ten fold

though I struggle, still

its like I cannot wait

your arms take me

to the only place of rest

its where I stored my faith

are you going to stay this time

this question remains

will we continue this cycle

or become unchanged

I close my eyes

and try to escape all the insecurities

that I cant help but find

I beg

keep me warm and safe

not tangled in your twine

I will give you everything

if you can give me

whats truly always been mine.