29 [M4A] New England, USA - I'm a very masculine man but I want someone who'll get to know the feminine side of me. (Long-term Relationship)

I'm a masculine guy, 6ft tall, I've got a beard, I'm overweight (but working on it everyday), and I genuinely look like a lumberjack. There's just one problem though, I struggle to get close to people because they assume I'm going to have a super masculine personality, when in reality, when I take my mask off... I'm very feminine. Like, my actual dream would be to be someone's pretty housewife.

I'm not trans. I could be trans someday, but I worry immensely that I'm just too masculine to ever pass even if I took hormones, not to mention all the other changes I'd have to make - it'd be a big thing that I wouldn't want to do without support.

So if you're a person who's kind, caring, compassionate, maybe with a more masculine personality, I'd love to hear from you.

About me:

I love reading, watching youtube, anime, and movies. I'd like to get back into hiking. I love animals and struggle to even harm spiders or other scary insects. I'm gentle, I try to be as kind as I can be. I'm not perfect.

Thoughtful gestures are my love language. I love when someone holds the door open for me. I like sharing an umbrella in the rain. Throwing snowballs at each other in winter and laughing at how bad our aim is.

Sometimes I can be really shy and anxious. I like when other people take my input but then make the ultimate decision on things.

I don't care if you're a girl, a guy, or any gender. I just want someone to love me for me - and I promise, if you do that.. I'll be yours forever.