This is honestly very personal but I really want to get this off my chest

This is honestly very personal but I really want to get this off my chest

So this happened a couple months ago

I had a somewhat obsession with this musical artist and I added him on Snapchat when I was ⬆️ off of many 🅿️ercs I took earlier (for the first time and in hopes to end myself)

And the musical artist added me back and saw this weird story I posted alongside with other weird stories saying “who wanna to see my p****” im so icked out that I posted that just because I wanted attention and the musical artist replied saying me and since I was obsessed with him I started s*❌ting him and my weird hi aaa wanted to flex that he was talking to me so I posted on my story some of our messages dont know wtf I was thinking

But it’s also kind of concerning to me that I was and still am 18 and he was 24

Idk but this just adds to my list of the top 10000 reasons why.

And it doesn’t help when I hear about him everywhere online my favorite streamer mentioned him today.