Is it even repairable?

(28M kissless virgin) So, I had a long battle with depression, self hatred and suicidal thoughts (with 1 serious attempt in 2020) which I seemingly won in early 2024. Sometimes I get sad/melancholic, but the desire to end myself has gone fully.

However I still struggle with self worth issues and I'm still expreincing the occasional feeling of loneliness.

I want to work on repairing the damage caused by those 15 years, however I feel like its a bit too late for that and finding love would be impossible even after the repairs are done.

What do you think?