25, MTF, Bottom, 1 year on HRT. I do not have pre and my cum is way too thick to go out. Kinda frustrated.

Hi peeps, I have been struggling lately with the fact I can not release pre while hard and never did. I am used to be a bottom and I also never got able to cum during sex. I am feeling disappointed with myself and beginning to think my anatomy doesn't allow that. Another thing that happened through the last month is that my cum became way too thick to go out when hard... I actually envy all my other trans friends and my tops when they leak just from being slightly stimulated. Already tried increasing my water intake, nothing changed.

3 first months taking gel estrogen + 50mg cypro 8 months doing mono hrt on gel 3 last months mono hrt on Perlutal.

Never leaked in my entire life, even when being a bottom before HRT. Is there any way to "fix" that? Even the edging sessions aren't working...