Low self esteem because of my race.

I'm a 26 yo latino male with low self esteem due to my race. Living in US, I feel like an outcast, I feel unwanted. Latinos are known for their high crime, not speaking english, not educated and just physically ugly, it's sad that people would think of me to be that way. It's worse when I personally find white women attractive, yet I don't get the same reaction back. I never put myself out there because of rejection. I wish I was white instead. This whole migration issue have made things worse for us (me). It also doesn't help that I look like "sloth" from goonies . How can I get pass this?

Thanks