Why do i crave to slap my cock so muchhh

😩 its been 4 hours of non stop pumping and pumping that i have been doing to my cock now its just turned all wet and sticky with all the precum😩. I have been edging for 3 months now and i think i am at my all time peak rn!!!! I know exactly where my downfall started, it started on REDDIT! with all that femdom cock slaps, milking machine and gooning 😩😩😩 i have been corrupted and i finally accept it, my cock has turned really sore from all this pumping but it hurts when i try to stop!!! And guess what i am not being able to stop even if i wanted to😩. Its almost like my hand is a milking machine and my cock is just locked onto itttt😩🥛🫟