Back to Reddit to vent haha 🥀

Aeee aeee, sup, guyzz! So, I would like to address, I used to be Reddit addict before joinin college n it's after 4 months, am postin somethin on Reddit.

Was I busy in my studies ? Obviously! So, in the start of jan I got free up from my 1st sem exam n I came back to my “ NOT SO LOVEIN HOME ”. Here, am jus breakin my bed after a long time n playin chess or jus readin my love “ Mr. Dostoevsky ” or “ Mr. Chekhov ”. But-but-but, my mom got some issues wid dis, even wid playin chess too, haha!

Accordin to her, am jus doin time waste, why do I wanna play chess ? Why do I wanna read those fuxkin cheap novels ? Why can't I jus read my academic books ? Dude, Ig am in college now ? Done wid my 1st sem ? Isn't it ?

So, today she came wid, “ tu mere wajah se hii iss ghar me reh raha, tere papa kb kaa tujhe utha kr bhaar kr diye hote ” means “ she's the only reason behind my recide in their house, otherwise my father could have dump my ass out so far ”! I asked, did I come to command you for my birth ? She replied, nobody comes to give commands n it's kinda universal process wid 0 reasons! Holy-shi!

Fine, mumma, I can understand, she hates me now for no reason, or maybe cause, am too So-Bo for her typical middle class fake care showin mother behaviour.

For last 6 yrs I used to say, “ Am not the part of yo fuxkin illiterate family n out of yo class ”. And, today she proved it. She thinks, am gonna change my mindset wid such behaviour now ? Never! Never ever!!

Now, am feelin some kinda burden in my hearth, somethin heavy dat's placed on my chest for some reason! Tho, came so far from suicidal thoughts so this time, nothin like dat but still it's not good!

Adios, guyzzz! Wish, my parents or family will get a change, not today but atleast one day!