20[F4M] what i felt during the journey of not being appreciated

Hi guys medyo mahaba ito pero i hope you guys have time to understand and read the things ill be ranting about, recently i felt like im not being appreciated anymore relationship wise. I feel like he doesn’t care about me anymore kase naman, everytime i send him pictures of me as a update, wala man siya sinasabi literal dedma lang and act like nothing saw which made me feel upset about it kasi di naman siya ganun dati. Then i saw this community and posted about it nga, grave na overwhelmed ako sa inyo huhu para dun ko naramdaman na i matter. Then going back sa sending ng photos/videos sakanya i come to realize to sell it nalang and do content :(( i know i know, it sounds bad right? But hear me out. I just wanted to do this because for the past months i felt really unappreciated and this is my only way to cope up with it. Feel free for more info nakakatamad na mag express parang kinakausap ko lang sarili ko hahaha