Is it normal to feel like this?

I finally made out w my bf last night🥹❤️‍🩹 ikr ikr congrats to me wtv but theres js one thing, I feel insanely ashamed for it and feel like a fraud talking to my family acting like i didnt do that😭 Its not like i didn't enjoy it coz i definitelyy did, but like I just feel like my family just know what I've done as if it's this massive crime💔

I know I might not be acting like it on here but that's because I joke to cope, im really not a serious person, but irl, I js feel like I've done something wrong even though I know I haven't, it was literally nothing more than making out

(Also can I clarify im also a dude coz last post i made everyone was calling me a girl since I said boyfriend👨🏼‍🤝‍👨🏻👨🏼‍🤝‍👨🏻👨🏼‍🤝‍👨🏻👨🏼‍🤝‍👨🏻👨🏼‍🤝‍👨🏻👨🏼‍🤝‍👨🏻)