life isn’t made for everyone. disappointed it took me this long to realize it.

what’s crazy is that i never thought i’d be one of those people who have these kinds of thoughts, but here i am. i completely get it now. it’s different for everyone, but for me, i just really dislike how everything in life turned out. people are much colder and meaner now. growing up in a religious, strict family really limited my growth and who i could have been if i had rebelled and become my own person a decade ago.

now i’m in my late twenties with absolutely no direction in life, no ambitions, alone all the time, and feeling sad. it’s been a decade of this, and what’s the point of enduring it any longer? i’m tired of questioning why i exist and what my purpose is. there is none, and nobody cares.

i never thought it would turn out like this.