How do I keep my self from atrophying?

I'm kind of tired of having to habitually edge myself every couple of days. Kind of the most boring thing on the planet. I can't watch or do any the things I like to do, because I have to keep going. I turn around for a second and it's already soft.

I don't like watching porn anymore for some reason. I literally don't know what happened. I've already atrophied a little, because I've been like 4 times in the past month and a half. Every time I get better I come in to contact with some kid that has a mild cough and I'm done for.

So I haven't been keeping up. I'm just wondering if there is some sort of gas station pill I take that won't kill me. That will just make me hard for like 30 minutes and then I'm good.