Anyone feeling lonely?

Hey, I have friends and family Al hamdullilah! But in the past few years, my closest friends walked away from me ( influenced by someone who hates me for being me ) I have dealt with mental and traumatic abuse from a childhood friend sadly. I must admit that I made wrong choices choosing certain people in my life but lessons learned!

I guess this is what 30s look like

I long for deep connections with fellow emiratis or arabs, who are like minded, coffee, movies and just hangouts. I love video games and board games, I play mostly with my friends and go out with them here and there, but not occasionally.. my weekends are basically unknown so I just hang out by myself or just sit with my family.