I give up on relationships.

I used to like a girl from my classroom, and we became friends and shii but situationship me atak gya. Then after some while (i moved on obviously), i met another girl online, guess what …. I thought she’s the one, but nah she went along her way too.

I mean i don’t completely blame her completely, i am not too expressive and barely show my true emotion and she’s like whenever i wear something nice or different, you gotta compliment like crazy but i lacked it, but always listened to her rants and we both used to share stuff but yeah 🙂. And eventually it ended, and now i think it’s me who ruined it. I mean who would date a guy who’s not really expressive, always busy in his own business and not fun. And im not even too good looking (just average joe). Writing this feels like a self-roast but it is what it is. Now I’m focussing on my boards and then i will start to work on self-improvement (gym,etc).