So um idk why or how this happened but whatever

I just want help understanding this is all because I'm too confused with myself now on this thing

So before I had been awakened as a therian, I was spiritually awakened for one whole year then it just disappeared out of no where then at the ending of my ninth grade year I awakened as a therian and said spiritual awakening came back and I could just mentally see outside of my mind and had a PERMANENT phantom shift till now really, with said spiritual awakening, EVERYTHING felt weird to the extent that I could understand that there was more than one present in the room with me, I could be interacted with and could feel the touch but I couldn't stop them physically, only mentally like "magic" in any sense.

The feeling that makes me believe that this isn't right is that one of them beings that were around me bit my ear when I was staying up one time in the summer, IT FELT REAL, like it wasn't fake, I couldn't comprehend the immediate pain I had felt like it STUNG bad bad it even made me fling back in a way, and I couldn't do much about it at the time other than deal with it because I wasn't aware to the "magic" I had I guess, so with this in mind as I'm slowly going through life till today I'm out here thinking about how on earth has this been happening to me because I only used to see outside of my mind now I'm able to interact with it all, it's like I got a glimpse of my future or something, others in my school 100% thought I must've been crazy or something, even before they have too because I always used to say I felt like someone or something else was watching me from afar and they couldn't see them.

I've been slowly getting used to the touch of them but they still bite me to the point I now don't know if they're biting me or not anymore.

it feels like haunted spirits are bothering me but it isn't because these guys are from some other world type of place and are able to interact with me. I acknowledge them like they're only bothering me and very few of my friends so it's not that bad

idk if what's happening to me is normal at all (I already know we should experience different things but the issue with mine is that I'm bothered and watched by any creature even a three headed dog)

and both have been permanent