I sneak off to fuck an older man

No one knows, most think I’m still a virgin. I eventually built up the courage and lost my virginity to an older man. He paid me, which definitely helped with the nerves, and I was very wary, but I just wanted it. It was amazing. I continue to meet up with him and get money if I need it. I know it's like a sugar daddy situation but I feel too bad to ask for more so I don’t have money, yet he’s a good man who knows how to fuck me. I feel comfortable to test knew things and it feels amazing to let go for once. I am tempted to try it with someone else but I know it can be dangerous. But damn does it feel good to be fucked. Feel what a real dick feels like. My medication makes orgasms hard but it still feels so good. I feel like I get a bigger kick out of it, just knowing he’s fucking my pussy for his pleasure. Maybe I need more experience to be able to reach that point and orgasm. I can’t wait for our next meetup.