you're all that's on my mind

i know this is probably a dumb text and you may be like damn i wish she'd stfu sometime but, i can't sleep and i'm thinking about you and i just.. please stay clean. i don't even know if you want to be or if you even are.. i can't imagine how hard it is to get that way, i don't know what you're going through or the emotions that you're feeling, but know that i am here for you when you want to share. i will always listen. i will always care. even if you just need me to be your friend and not who you talk to like you do. whatever it is that may be bothering you, or whatever it is that's making hard for you to want to be. i will be here whenever you're ready, even if you never are. i know that life has been hard on you and lately it seems like that's all that's getting handed to you, but i am so proud of you for pulling through and still making it through every single day, regardless of how you made it through. you still did it. you still showed up. that takes a lot of courage. you're the strongest person i know, even if you don't see it in yourself. i know you are. i love you.