I'm like.. so masculine that I genuinely deserve to die

idk why I still even come here, this sub is for people with some will, some soul...

I've looked in the mirror today, and the image disgusts me. I've also opened the camera, my image was worse there

I don't have BDD, if even my brain can't help but read my own face as male, then there's no way a cisoid will ever do anything different

I won't even try to cope saying I have anything other than actual dysphoria, not this time, cause it hurts just way too much

I can't be really that ugly moid I saw, it's not possible, not possible. I wish I could at least be read as a woman but clocky but I don't even have that